Posted 10 June 2015 by Sal
You are here, before, during and after all appearances as the ground of knowing that knows all of the changing form and data. Your essential nature knows itself, and all that appears in, to and as itself.
What almost all seekers do is look to the experience as that thing, as what they are seeking. For example, a wonderful mystical experience that is far different more extraordinary than normal conscious experience. When this happens it can be quite exhilarating and compelling. We can feel that this experience is akin to enlightenment or something like that.
But, as with every and all experiences, it appears, stays a while and then vanishes, leaving no trace. We may be left with a sense of lacking something or of disappointment once returning to ordinary consciousness. We then long for that experience to come again and last forever, but it never does.
With unpleasant experiences we have the opposite desire—that it leaves and never comes again. So we may fear or shun possible future unpleasant experiences.
But what is here before during and after all of those experiences? You are here as knowing, that which doesn’t come and go and knows all experiences. Coming to know this aspect of yourself is a shift of knowing, from being ‘lost’ in appearances to the relief of knowing yourself as essentially untouched by experience.
All appearances, pleasant, unpleasant, ordinary or extraordinary are equal in that they appear, stay a while and then vanish, leaving only you, untouched, ever here and ever the same.